Monday, January 26, 2009

Up Dating on: My Life




Well I wish I had a whole bunch of news for you girls, but the truth is that everything still remains the same as 1 month ago...The weather it's still rainy and cold...My daily routine keeps as boring as ever...
I keep applying for jobs every single day...Jobs over here (Portugal) and jobs over  EVERYWHERE (USA,Canada, Australia, UK...)!So far , so...bad!...Zero answering back!...Bills keep piling in....And I, well...I'm getting more and more fed up with this God forgotten country every single day!...Yes, I know I shouldn't complaint about it so much, but I can't help it!...It's stronger then me....
At least the pain in my breasts is gone!But that's all because my period came!First I was happy about it...then I became apprehensive about it!All the sudden I was sad cause I wasn't preg after all!...Am I loosing my mind??Didn't I just mentioned that I'm looking for a job??That bills are piling up on the kitchen counter?? Oh....I guess that's the kinda thoughts you get when you're feeling BORED to the bones!...
Well, I can always call a friend and go for a coffee or something!Oh...wait...My best friends are all living across the globe!The one who's living closer is in the UK!....Hmmmmm....
Somebody recommend a "shrink" to me cause sometimes I feel like I'm loosing it!...

8 comments:

Tammy said...

Awww buddy I wish I lived close to you so we could go for coffee and chat. Big hugs!

Toni said...

You are not losing it!!! I often have these feelings. I have some great friends that live kind of close but right now our lives don't intersect much due to life. So, I understand the lonely, need a friend to grab coffee with feeling!!!

Lapa37 said...

Sorry to hear your down in the dumps I wish I could sit with you and we could both listen to each others problems.I hope it gets better for you soon.

Petula said...

Okay, first things first: Take a deep breath. I know everything is piling up, but don't start thinking about everything all at once. Boy do I know about bills! Just try to look at something positive (I should take my own advice!)... I wish we lived closer to one another. I am sure something will come through for you soon.

MommaWannabe said...

Hey dear,

I know how you feel - I often had that especially when I didn't blog yet.

I wish I had good friends that lives close by and in the same timezone - but like you said you guys are everywhere! ;)

Like Pet says, one thing at a time. How I wish really that we all libe nearby each other....

Have you tried getting paid to write jobs? If not just buzz me if you need some info. I am sure you can get those jobs.

Hang on.

hugs from Singapore!
MommaWannabe
Filipina Blogger
The Pinay Blogger

momwriterme said...

You're great, Sandra!!! Best wishes with your job search.

Angeline said...

*big hugs*
you seemed like you've really hung in there for the longest time haven't you?
my heart feels the anxiousness and frustration in yours....
I treaded this path before, the worst was when I only had 5cents in my wallet... its horrible!

girl, it will work out... I just hope it will come soon like NOW????!!!!! go check your mail, maybe you've got a reply from a company?!!! *fingers crossed*

suheezbrainwaves said...

u will do it.. keep the coffee invite open..may be v can have a coffee together someday:)