Sunday, December 21, 2008

Crappy Feeling....



I'm not feeling very good today...
In fact, I wasn't feeling that good yesterday either...
Me and hubby have been Christmas shopping for the past 3 days and that has been quite stressful to me...To him too I suppose...But he's not in his "PMS" week...or is unemployed for the past 3 years...
This Christmas we have a very low budget to spend on Christmas gifts and that makes me feel really bad...Mostly because we can not buy some of the stuff the kids would like to have...Then there is my brother...I still haven't figured out what to buy him...He's 13 and all the stuff he likes is way too expensive to what I can afford....Then there are mom and MIL...Both of them quite picky with their taste...I once bought something to my mom and what she said was «what am I supposed to do with is?»....My MIL only likes expensive perfumes but we're thinking in offering her one in her birthday next February, so now I give her what?....
And we have 5 nieces and nephews still to buy a treat...Yeah, a treat....Cause we can't buy anything else but it....
Ohh!...Did I mention that I'm so broke that I don't even have the money to buy hubby a present?!...He said me not to worry cause I have the rest of the year to do so...And his Birthday is next month....
I feel down....
I feel like crying...
I feel useless...
Overall, I feel a piece of S**t!...



5 comments:

Angeline said...

*big hug*
you are not alone girl... seriously!

Allan's not getting his next pay cheque till March!!! and we are having our Chinese New Year celebration in January where we have to give 'red packets' (money in red tiny envelopes) to all children we meet!

so this year, our christmas present budget is pathetic!!! Each of my nieces and nephew receives 2 presents from us. And the price of both presents don't even add up to $15, and yet my boys' presents from everyone else EACH COST almost $20!! *sigh*

Tammy said...

Hugs!!!! Christmas is going to be small at our house too this year. We cut way back this year and it was still really hard to get anything good.

Merry Christmas my friend! Love ya girl!

Toni said...

So sorry that you are feeling this way!!! I wish I could help in some way! Hubby and I did really small things for each other this year. More stocking stuffers than anything...

Kelly said...

I hope you are feeling better! It's so easy to get down this time of year and PMS does NOT help matters at all! Have a wonderful holiday and may your 2009 be filled with MANY blessings!!!

Petula said...

You know that I know exactly what you mean and how you are feeling. I think it's natural to feel that way, but I hope you're more relaxed now. Take a breath like we talked about... I hope you have a wonderful holiday and don't let the stress get to you!