~Diary of a 13 years old girl~ Short Tale 3

«(August)

Dear Angel

The Summer is almost over and school starts next week.I've loved this Summer cause so many cool stuff happened!!!I've had several crushes on several boys during these 3 whole months, but no boyfriends what so ever!...
But my friend Susy did get one!She's dating my friend Rob.They look so good together!I''m so happy for them!!!
Rob is a nice guy,but you know how boys are!And once he goes to the same school than me, I better keep an eye on him cause he's a ladies man!LOL!And I don't want my friend to be hurt by him.

(September)

Dear Angel

The school started 3 days ago.And Rob is behaving.LOL!
He'd better!Or I'll kick his ass!
And there are no new boys this year....Boring!
Those who attend there are such a nerds! ....

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Dear Angel

You will not believe what happened!Rob had a car accident!
When I heard it, my heart almost jumped out of my chest!I started crying and I was desperate to call Susy and tell her about it...
My mom bugged me out about my "behavior" ...She gave me that look, like "You're over reacting Missy!"....
Well...HELLO MOM!!!He's my best friend's boyfriend!Of course I freaked out!
Gee...These grown up people.....
Anyway...He's ok now.Just had some minor injuries.
Thanks God for that.

(October)

Dear  Angel

My head is a mess...
I don't know what to think anymore....
I just feel like disappearing ...Nobody understands me...
I had the most awful day at school today...
After lunch me, Nicole and Mel went for a walk around the school and I saw Rob making out with a girl from his class...
How dares he???Cheating my best friend!?What a JERK!
But I told him good!I sure did!And I almost slap that girl if it weren't for Mel...She hold me...
Then I locked my self in the girls restroom and cried for an whole hour...I didn't even attend the rest of today  classes ...
Mel and Nicole said I'm only acting like this cause I'm in love with him.Yeah!...Right!...Can't they understand??He's cheating my friend!
How am I going to tell her this?She'll be devastated!
I DON'T love him!!!
I hate him!!!!!

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Dear Angel

I called Susy today to tell her about Rob...Guess what?...
She said she was counting on it. so it was kinda ok?!....And that she was already considering breaking up with him,so....
I just don't understand why my heart still aches about this situation...

(November)

Dear Angel

I've finally realized that Nicole and Mel were right...I love Rob...I love him so much that it hurts!...
I take every chance I have to watch him ...I love to see him practicing  football at school....I've been at all his games as well...
The worst part of this is that since that day he barely looks at me...And when he does it, it looks like he wants to kill me!...
What should I do?....

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Dear Angel

Today we had a fire drill at school....I had a part as one of the victims...A group of boys had to carry me out of the building cause I had a "broken leg".LOL!
Know who was on that group???Rob!!!!!
OMG!I thought I'd faint when I felt his hands under my legs!

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Dear Angel

I see no reason to keep on living...
Everyone was laughing at me at school...I heard someone saying that Rob said that all he felt like was "drop my fat ass on the floor"...
Why??What have I done to deserve this??
Can't he realize how deep is my love for him?Why he's he hurting me like this?
I don't wanna eat...drink...go to school...And mostly, I don't wanna breath....Cause it hurts too much...»


(To be continued...)

By:Sandra Carvalho