Friday, April 10, 2009

I'm only human!



I just "exchanged" a few words with one of my Portuguese girl friends and all I feel like is crying...No she wasn't not rude or anything but...I feel like crying my guts out!...
Last time I saw her was almost 1 year ago...And she only lives 3.72 miles away from me!...I know she has a nearly 3 y.o. baby girl and she's going through divorce and that she's working and so...But a WHOLE year went by...So I said to her «Last time we saw each other was almost 1 year ago...» and she said «You have no idea how my life is right now» I replied «I can imagine» and she said «No you can't...»
That was such a stroke for me...My 1st thought was "Well if you just called me or came to me I WOULD know what's going on!!!!!"
I have a whole bunch of things going on in my mind and in my life too!And thou I'm blessed with a good handful of wonderful friends I've made through the blogging world I need HUMAN TOUCH!!!
I need to talk to grown up people from the same gender and about the same age then me!....People who understand me!I'm only human for the crying out loud!...




5 comments:

Weber said...

Oh, I'm sorry she upset you. What a thing to say! I'm sure she didn't mean to hurt you though...she's probably just got so many things going on inside her and there you were. Someone she could strike out at. Still, I'm sorry to hear it. Hope your day is brighter today! Remember your blogging buddies are always here for you!

Angeline said...

I haven't been able to 'meet' you there... though you can't feel my hand...no human touch... but you know I would love to share your tears... not just your laughters....

suheezbrainwaves said...

I understand.. sometimes I feel that blogging frens give u that Human touch even though we don't tuch..BUt still so sorry for u being upset//:) Take care Buddy :)

Tina said...

she dosent deserve your friendship mate if she can make you so upset like that :(

i luvs ya girl xxx

CrAzY Working Mom said...

Well, phone lines work two ways. She could be calling you as easily as you could be calling her. It's very easy to let time slip by when you're busy with family and kids. Believe me, I know! I hope you two can work through this.