Still Dreaming About The Stars

Some days I wish I was still 13...Like today...On this pic I was 13 about to be 14...Man! I still remember how much I cried that day!...I cried of happiness...I was finally receiving my 'stars'!...After an entire year eagerly waiting for that day...After an entire year of training...1st Aids course...Drills!....After all the blood and tears...I was finally receiving my wonderful 'stars'!...

With those stars on my shoulders I could finally help people for real!....I could ride the ambulances as my colleagues could do...I could help them out during Summer time to put out fires!...Man! I was so proud of those stars...so proud of that uniform....And my Dad! Gosh!There were stars in his eyes too!...

I wish I was 13 again....I wish all my worries were still the same I had back then...

And those were not the only stars I dreamed about...The Star Spangled Banner was already a goal to achieve...And so many times I wished upon a shooting star to help me out fulfill my dream...

20 years later...And I'm still crying over those stars...It's so hard when you put all your heart into something and everyone seems to commend you for the good job you're doing and all you get is a tap on your shoulder and not the stars over what you've cried and bled for...

I cried today...It's a fact...And this time weren't tears of happiness... And my Dad ain't here no more to wipe them out for me...Now He has his own place among the stars and is watching over me...So I fell...But I'm up again...I shall continue walking...with a steady walk..Maybe even stronger...

Still dreaming about the stars....Still wanting to reach them...

Like they say...What doesn't kill me, makes me stronger.

And for the sake of my 3 lil'stars brought to this world I'm still holding on to that dream...I know that one day...maybe sooner than I expect my lucky star will shine again...

Placing all my bets!....

As some of you girls already know, I've made up my mind about change my life this year.I'm very stubborn and I've decided that this year will be one of the best years of my life!

I think I started pretty well by getting a tattoo done on my B'day right?!LOL!Well, that ain't all...2 weeks ago I went for a job interview...For my dream career!...Being a flight attendant!

It all went very well I should say....Thou my first thought when I got there was to turn around and walk away when I say over 50 people there applying for the same position (both genders) being 85% of them girls much younger, prettier and better groomed than me!...

Anyway...I decided to stick around and go for it no matter what!...

Turned out to be very positive for me!I actually found out that I really had a good chance of getting it!

By the end of that all I was the one who turned it out!

Thou I'm in 100% ok for all the requirements (age, education, skills , etc) it required me to move to Qatar...So...Thou I really want to become a flight attendant I had to say "No thanks!"...

Any hoo...I gave the 1st step towards it...Praying for new opps to come on over now!LOL!

Keep your fingers crossed for me girls!

My Crew!

Here are some pics of my crew at work.

Seasons Greetings everyone!!!!

Happily Exhausted!

So...Shell I start with the good news or the bad news!?LOL!
Maybe I should start with what went wrong first!...
Yesterday afternoon, after Eric take his nap, he woke up burning in fever...I guess my lil'rugrat subconsciously knew that he would be with out his momma for an whole day and his little body responded to it...I don't know!....So, yesterday I spent 90% of the day trying to organize everything for today...Finally, I went to bed around 00h30...Eric had fever all night long so he kept turning and tossing in bed...Around 2am he vomited... So I got up from bed and cleaned him and everything else up...He only fell asleep again (which means that I fell asleep again too!) around 5h30am...6h30 I was up!Getting dressed and ready for my 1st day at work!...I got the kids up around 7am...7h35am I was knocking at my MIL's door to leave the kids...Eric grabbed my hand and refused to let it go so I had to just kinda push him away(my heart was broken to do that!...) cause now I was late to catch the bus which was leaving at 7h46!...So I looked at my watch and thought «Oh s****!!!Now I've got to run!» So I ran!When I got to the bus stop the bus was just about to leave!The driver hit the brakes so I could get in!LOL!As I was entering I stumbled on the step and fell on my knees cause my hands were occupied holding my bags!Everybody laughed!....Geeez!....
But that was it....After that everything went smoothly!...I loved the crew who's providing us the training.They are all very friendly.My working group is quite good too.We have people from all over the world:US, Canada,Finland,Brazil,Goa,UK!....A nice mangle!LOL!
I got home a bit earlier than I was expecting once it was our 1st day there.My whole body is aching!...But I feel very happy!...
The only thing bothering me right now is the fact that Eric is still feverish!...
Hope he gets better ASAP...